Today is Suicide Awareness Day.
If you have ever thought for a split second about suicide read this. Every single piece of you is beyond beautiful. I do not care what anyone else says or may think, you are beautiful. You’ve had such hard times in your life, and even as of this moment. You think you can’t go on anymore, I know how you feel. Let me tell you something, your grief isn’t a sign of weakness, nor a sign of defeat. Everyone comes across grief, some worse than others, and some so unbearable you have no idea what to do. Let me say that you are truly extraordinary. You are worth so much more than you could ever believe. My only hope is that you gain the knowledge that you are worth so much. You deserve so much happiness for all the shit that’s been thrown at you. Now saying this, you need to put in some effort too. For one day, don’t hate on yourself. Find your good qualities, whether that be your eyes, your body structure, your hair, your personality, whatever it is. Expand from that, each day. You are strong, stronger than the average people who surround you. You’re stronger than those people who put you down and make you contemplate suicide. You are so much superior, never forget that. No one is perfect, do not strive for perfection, strive for being a better you, a you without suicidal thoughts and actions because I know that you can do it. Strive to be happy, to find that true happiness and continue on living. Look how far you’ve all come! You’ve won battles, and lost battles, but let me tell you that you WILL win this war. You WILL be happy. Even though I do not know you personally, and I may never meet you, cry with you, laugh with you, hug you, or kiss you, I will always be here to support ANYONE who needs my help. I love you, with all my heart, I sincerely do. I love every single piece of you, and I admire every single piece of you. You are wonderful and amazing. You’re unbreakable. You’re inspiring. DO NOT let anyone tell you otherwise; only you can be your worse enemy. You can push through what you are currently battling no matter if that means you are cutting, purging, bingeing, burning. People love you, I promise you that even if you don’t see it. And if you disagree, than you are wrong because I know for a fact that atleast one person loves you, and that person is me. I love you. I care about you. I want the best for you. I will support you. I will talk to you. I will be here for you, even if I am just a stranger. I’ve been there, I’ve went to battles, I’ve won battles, and I’ve defeated battles. If I can do it, so can you. I’ve been so close to death, I don’t want that for you. You don’t deserve to feel horrid everyday. Suicide is not the right answer. It’s not the right decision no matter what you may think as of right now. Please, if you’re heading down the path of suicide consult with someone. You can come talk to me, I don’t mind. With all my heart I love you.
And for all who have been lost, you are in my heart and will forever be remembered. <3